Hell, High Water or Frost {Wordless/Wordful Wednesday} - Live and Love...Out Loud

Hell, High Water or Frost {Wordless/Wordful Wednesday}

The last four days have been a bit of a roller coaster; moments of joy and happiness with feelings of worry and uncertainty thrown into the mix as well.

I’ve yet to receive a definitive answer as to whether or not the lump in my breast is cancerous. The results of my recent ultrasound have been sitting on my doctor’s desk since last week Friday. Unfortunately, she is out of town and no one will provide me with the results until she returns to the office on Wednesday.

I’m worried, upset and maybe even a little bit angry, but I really don’t want to be. I want to be patient, calm and still.

Like the beauties I found during a recent photo walk through the woods near my home. There’s something incredibly beautiful about their determination and resilience. Covered in frost, they refuse to give up. They’re determined to stand proud, to persevere come hell, high water or frost.

Frosty Morn

Frosty Morn

Frosty Morn

Frosty Morn

My breast lump journey isn’t over just yet. The waiting continues. But I’m determined to stand strong, persevere and be still come hell, high water or frost.

Thank you once again for the virtual hugs, prayers and words of kindness and encouragement. Your tweets, emails, comments and Facebook messages mean the world to me. Really.

Update: My results are in and I’m breathing a sigh of relief…for now. If you’d like to learn more, you can read about it here.

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81 Responses to “Hell, High Water or Frost {Wordless/Wordful Wednesday}”

Trish (3 comments)

Thinking of you , it is horrendous to have to wait so long for something so important. Sending positive vibes your way. May your strength and resilience see you face whatever the day brings (hugs)
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Thank you! I’m trying to be patient. :)




Tammi @ My Organized Chaos (36 comments) twitter: @MyChaos

I just love your attitude, think positive my friend. Waiting is pure hell sometimes, know that there are so many thinking of you.
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Thank you so much, Tammi! I’m trying to remain positive (but it’s kind of hard! lol). And you’re right…waiting is pure hell!




alicia (231 comments) twitter: @projectalicia

Beautiful photos and thoughts. You are my hero. Hang in there!
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Aw, you’re so sweet Lish! Thanks girl. :)




Verena (131 comments) twitter: @vbeautifulworld

My dear Kristi,
I understand how you feel! It´s just hard to think positive all the time and make a happy face in front of the kids. I really hope you are okay! And please let me know about the results!
You are in my thoughts and prayers!!!
Many hugs,
Verena

PS: The pictures are so beautiful! I love how you capured the leaf with the blurry background!
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Thank you so much, Verena! You’ve been such a sweet friend through all of this. I can’t tell you how much I appreciate you stopping by and checking in on me. I’ll definitely keep you posted. I’m a little nervous actually, as the doctor will be back in the office tomorrow. I want to know the results, but I’m also scared. lol




rachel (12 comments) twitter: @racheldrechsel

I’ll be angry for you, that your results are sitting on the doctors desk for almost a week. That is ridiculous. Still praying that all will be well. xxoo




Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Thanks, Rachel! It is ridiculous. Hopefully she’ll have good news for me tomorrow! Thanks so much for the prayers. I certainly appreciate it! :)




Joyce (15 comments) twitter: @Joyce_Lansky

Wonderful photos!
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Thank you, Joyce!




Sarah (14 comments) twitter: @TheOhanaMama

Thinking of you and sending those positive vibes…can ya feel them?

Doctors should be mandated to have someone cover for them while on vacation :)

Love your photos and the message behind them…frost, a scrooge, or just a doctor that’s out of town…we should all be as resilient, stand proud and always look and reach towards the sun…it has magical powers :)

xoxo, Sarah
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

I’m definitely feeling those positive vibes, Sarah! Thank you for the compliment on my photos. I’m trying my best to be resilient and stand strong. Hopefully tomorrow’s results will be good! Have a great day. :)




Dominique@Dominique's Desk (68 comments) twitter: @dominiquegoh

Beautiful pictures of the forest. I know the agony of waiting. I hope that the results show that you are in the all clear.
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Thanks, Dominique! Me too! I’ll definitely keep everyone posted as soon as I hear back from my doctor. :)




Tarasview (1 comments)

praying you don’t have to wait too much longer!

gorgeous pictures.
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Hopefully I’ll hear back from my doctor tomorrow!




great photos & incentive to go along. keeping you close in thoughts& prayers :)
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Thank you so much, Faythe! Hope you’re doing well. You’ve been on my mind lately.




Vivien (42 comments) twitter: @VivInterrupted

Dear Kristi,

I’m so sorry they are keeping you waiting like this. I will continue to think of you.
Wishing you all the very best in 2012! Keep doing what you’re doing- you are an exceptional photographer and mommy!




Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Thank you so much, Vivien! Wishing you the very best in 2012 too. :)




Amy (124 comments) twitter: @babybabylemon

I love the second picture.
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Thank you, Amy! If I don’t talk to you between now and Saturday…Happy New Year! :)




Little Mochi (58 comments)

Fantastic photos!!!! Keep up your terrific attitude ~ hard to wait and stay positive so sending you lots of hugs.




Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Thanks Mochi Mama! :)




I can’t believe you still don’t know more – how frustrating and scary. I’ve been thinking of you. And of my dear friend who had a stroke and almost died and can’t even talk right now.

Such pretty pictures, as always. Hang in there, dear friend! Wish I could take over your worrying for you.

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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

I can’t believe that I don’t already have my results either! It’s beyond upsetting. I sure hope your friend has a great recovery. What have the doctors said so far? How sad!




Teresa (70 comments)

I swear doctors don’t understand how hard it is to know the results are in but unavailable. I hope your news is good. Your frozen shots are beautiful.
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

I hope my news will be good too! Thanks for stopping by Teresa! :)




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Sarah Martin (4 comments) twitter: @martinmommy

Praying for you!




Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Thank you so much, Sarah! I could certainly use the extra prayers. :)




Lolo (55 comments) twitter: @MyBaybah

I am praying for you! Stunning photos.
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Thanks so much for the prayers, Lolo!




Kimberly (76 comments) twitter: @KimberlyVensel

I’m sorry you’ve had to wait so long for test results. Especially such important ones. I pray for you to have peace while awaiting your results. I thought of you today while I was in having my annual mammogram. :)

Your frost photos are beautiful. We’re hoping for some snow tonight/tomorrow. It is really strange not having snow this time of year.
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Kimberly, I’m so glad to hear that you went in for your annual mammogram! That makes me smile! :) Thanks so much for the prayers! I’m hoping to receive good news tomorrow!




Allison @ Alli 'n Son (39 comments) twitter: @Alli_n_Son

Beautiful. You’ve now inspired me to get outside and take some winter photos. There’s beauty in the grayness of it after all.
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Yes, there is! Have fun out there! :)




alissa apel (47 comments)

Try and stay strong! I understand the feeling of just wanting to know to! Such a struggle of emotions.

I do love your photos. The shots make winter look pleasing to the eye.
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Thank you, Alissa! I’m trying to be patient and strong. :)




The Lucky Mom (11 comments) twitter: @lpfink

What a gift to be able to seek beauty in a time filled with such anxiety. Thanks, Kristi, for sharing your journey. (BTW, I’m still praying for you.)




Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Aw, thank you so much for the prayers, Lucky Mom! I’m hoping for the best news possible tomorrow! :)




Teresa from NanaHood (7 comments) twitter: @thenanahood

Hi there, I hate it that they are making you wait for your results. That happens so often and it’s so insensitive. Praying for you!
NanaHood (and me) HATE cancer!
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Thank you so much, Teresa! I need all the prayers I can get! I hate cancer too.




Sweaty (20 comments) twitter: @dosweatthesmall

Dear Kristi, you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Wishing you peace of mind and joy in your heart despite the circumstances… I’m glad that you’ve seemed to focus your mind on resilience, as shown by your beautiful pictures…
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Thank you so much! I’m really trying to focus and calm my mind at this time. I certainly appreciate your prayers! :)




Paula Kiger (201 comments) twitter: @biggreenpen

Gorgeous images, Kristi. {hugs} to you.
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Thanks so much, friend. :)




Karly (27 comments) twitter: @mrsthreeinthree

I sincerely hope you get good news, and I will keep you in my thoughts!
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

Thanks, Karly! Me too! :)




Dawn (43 comments)

I know tomorrow just can not come fast enough, but hang in there! Your photos are simply gorgeous! Hope you can get some sleep tonight!! *hugs*
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Kristi (4349 comments) twitter: @TweetingMama

No it can’t! I’m getting ready to head to bed and I don’t know if I’ll be able to sleep! Thanks so much for being such a sweetie, Dawn!




Good Girl Gone Green (79 comments) twitter: @GGirlGGreen

You always have amazing pictures, Kristi! Love the first one! :)




Sending lots of positive vibes your way!!!
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Amanda (11 comments) twitter: @uwmomma

You are so strong! I like that you can find strength and encouragement through God’s creation! Keep your chin up….I know it’s been a long road, and we are all holding our breath and saying our prayers for you!
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Alexia @ Babies & Bacon (73 comments) twitter: @babiesandbacon

I am so incredibly impressed with your attitude and strength. Hang in there! Hoping and praying for good news tomorrow!! Beautiful pictures as always too ;)
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Robin from Israel (5 comments) twitter: @RobinTA

Beautiful images. I hope they bring you a measure of peace as you endure this horrifically cruel wait. I’ll be holding you close in my thoughts.
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Tricia Nightowlmama (2 comments)

absolutly Gorgeous. u have a great eye for beauty
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NYC Single Mom (12 comments) twitter: @NYCSingleMom

I will be praying all is good news today.




secret mom thoughts (112 comments)

Beautiful shots. Hope you get the results soon. Praying for you.
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JDaniel4's Mom (50 comments)

How frustrating! Waiting would be so hard for me! I will be holding you in my prayers!
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liz (153 comments)

If you were *just* a bit further South, you wouldn’t have the chance to take those frost pictures.
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Ashley Sisk (77 comments)

These photos are beautiful – I hope you’ll hear something today.
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Mindi (46 comments) twitter: @simplystavish

New follower here! So sorry you are waiting to hear about your results. Hoping for good results for you. Wonderful pictures.




Jessica (3 comments)

I look forward to hearing the GOOD news today!
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Nif (1 comments)

Your attitude and fortitude is inspiring. I’m praying for good results for you!!

XO
Nif
PS – Thank you for sharing the beautiful pictures!!
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MJ from iNeedaplaydate (3 comments) twitter: @mryjhnsn

Your photos are stunning! Sending well wishes through the web.
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Beautiful photos. Thoughts and prayers are with you, I hope you hear something soon.




You’re on my mind a lot lately. I see you getting great news and breathing a sigh of relief.
One thing I do when I’m stressed is I take my mind completely away from whatever is putting me on edge – I take on a movie marathon and get lost in a story. It’s difficult to do at first, but if it’s a good enough marathon, then I can get lost. My recommendations are The Lord of the Rings trilogy, the Harry Potter series, or a television series that will just make me laugh and laugh – like Arrested Development.

Have a wonderful New Year and thanks for bringing us along on this journey.
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Sarah (117 comments) twitter: @naptimemomtog

WOW! So gorgeous. I love that second one. Still praying for you.
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Maya (168 comments) twitter: @MarfMom

i love when frost is just on the tips of plants! it’s so…fresh. when the snow hits is another matter though, haha.
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Honey Mommy (56 comments)

Best of luck to you! I sure hope that your news is good news when it comes.

Lovely pictures. Hang in there!
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love your series this week! I’m hoping to take some shots like this over the weekend. They are reporting the 70s here!
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Jordyn (10 comments) twitter: @greenhouse_blog

Aloha, Kristi! Happy WW and New Year to you and your family. I’m keeping you in my prayers!
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Gina (157 comments) twitter: @firefam5

Beautiful post & pictures Kristi. I am now heading to the other post as you know I have had this weight on me while I waited to hear the results. From the teaser- I am guessing the prayers are working. HUGS!
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ErikaPrice (8 comments) twitter: @erikaprice

{{{{hugs}}}} and prayers that your results are clear :) Erika x
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Melissa (3 comments)

Your determination is inspiring, and I’m so glad your news was good. Have a happy new year, and keep publishing your fantastic photography.




Emily (19 comments) twitter: @scatterhorizons

I am so glad to here that you received good news! I love the fence shot, beautiful light and composition. Thank you for sharing!
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BF (3 comments)

These pictures are fabulous! Nice job!
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